Sooooo long...dh lm sgt2 aku x update blog nih...bz sgt plus xde mood nk update blog..something to say...
1. already got new car MyVi EZi Pearl White 'Putrajaya 5389'.

2. dh sebln lbh xduk kt umah ptrjy sb tmn wan kt umah dia..parents dia xde so kn mtnkan dia..happy sgt coz i've more time wif her

3. best sgt dpt blk kg ry aritu..jmp mkck br n baby br..my cousin..his name is Muslim..hope he will be a gud Muslim..Aminnn

4. since keje dh 3-4 times demam..mayb too bz n tense..really2 bx esp after ry..working 14 days non stop including sat n sun..smpi demam2..even got mc but still need to go ofis..mc dlm kertas je la..hhuhuhu..

5. just came back from holiday at cameron highlands last week..go there only with wan..happy since xde sapa yg kacau kami...paling pntg rs nyaman sgt..xde fkr psl keje lgsg...even only 1 nite tp dh ckp utk menghilangkan tension ku dgn keje....gmbr nnt la update...dlm camera lg...

6. buy lots of roses there...suke roses sgt2...cntk sgt..

7. now ifah become one of us..satyamite..1 umah dh keje satyam...

8. whats more...for those who tag me..please wait...give me time to think...

9. byk abh duit ms ry..bg duit ry kt adk2..huhuhu.....lps ni kn berjimat skit..seb baik smpt smpn skit utk smpnn ms hdpn....

10. xtau dh nk tulis apa...actually dun have feeling to blog..just nk menaip je....oklah..chow dl..nk p solat...w'salam

p/s: congtratulations for my fren yg nk kwwn hasnah dna pasangannyer naufal, ainen n fa...mg berbahagia ke akhir hayat...IAllah klu ada peluang smpiler yus ke mjls korg....thanks hasnah n naufal bg kad undangan..wa mana kadnyer...cm xnk yus pegi je..hehhe..sorry xsmpt bg alamat...nnt yus bg kt ym...

now i'm in the lab studying software engineering. so bored....everybody here is sleping including me..huhuhu...nk kt tido lmbt x..nk kt krg tido pn x jgk..xtau ler nape...penyakit kut..huahuahua...currently we are all waiting for our tutor to come in and us task...so while waiting for him i just typing what i want to type..hahaha...one gud news..my fren reha already has a car..congrats reha...tgu nnt turn aku plak....okla...chow dl...

Salam all...
Now I am in the office.I am currently work as a developer at Satyam same as my best friend. Alhamdulillah now I'm working and have my own money.Thanks both of us still can be together until right now. Ya Allah terima kasih kerana perkenankan doa kami. Here I need to attend training for 3 months and currently all of us being trainied about C programming. Now I become crazy again when all the day facing with PC and programming. I thought that all those thing already gone but by hook or by crook I need to face for the entire of my life.huhu....I am suppose not to work tosday but becoz force I must be here today 'playing with programming-have fun with it'.
Another thing is I still not settle my problem with Telekom..huhu..xtaula bl nk settle...just wait n see when they will call me.hope they will not call me..I really pray for that becoz I dun wanna work with Telekom. Now I have a bigger opprtunities to work internationally so why I need to reject that. Yeah mayb some said that kacang lupakan kulit but for me that's not the case becoz they also have reason why they do that. Everything in this world happen becoz of something right??So as me.Here I am bonded for 15 months and InsyaAllah I wll fly after that for my Master. What if I work with Telekom do I have that chance since my bonded is 7 years. At first I am dilemma about this but after istikharah now I get the answer. This is the path for me and I believe that everything happen has hikmah..Maybe also Allah give me time for me to be near to my best friend now before He clashes us for a long time..Who knows kan???..
Now get to work...programming is calling now but I really in stuck and my head is like to crash..

My Best Friend

Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long
I reached out to this friend

To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this
perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

Time now is 2.19am. I'm still here in front of PC surfing the internet searching some information about my interview. Last Saturday I went to KL for my first interview. At last alhamdulillah I had been calling for an interview. I dun know why while all my friend buzy going here and there for interview, me and my friend Wan as well we dun have even 1 interview. I ask Wan what happen to us there is company ask us for interview. She said that she also weird why this thing happen but when I think again I believe that whatever happen there is something behind that. Alhamdulillah berkat kesabaran Wan and I had been calling for interview at Accenture, level 65, KLCC for SAP training for 4 months. During the interview there are 3 sessions. !st is IQ test which I think it's quite easy, 2nd is programming test. We've been given choice to choose either .Net, Java or C++. Both of us chose Java. The test is a little bit hard since we are lack of time to study about the programming. Last one is personal interview. Since we all are fresh graduate so they don't expect more from us. They just ask about personal matter, what I want to achieve in future, co curriculum and project involved. After the interview me and Wan had chit chat about the the interview and we realize that maybe this is the hikmah why we didn't have interview before. Maybe our place is here and the most important thing that make us happy is that we both get the same place foe interview.
This evening at about 6.20pm I've got a call from Accenture saying that I have been shortlisted for final interview next Wednesday. Alhamdulillah I'm really happy for this. After that I called Wan and asked about this and she also pass the interview and need to go for final interview next week. That's news make me more and more happy. I really hope that Allah akan makbulkan doa kami for us to work at the same place. I hope that this is the way for us. I really hope for this training since its only for 4 months and the allowance is RM1200 per month. So at least I have something to do while waiting for Telekom and I have something to give to my parents.

"Ya Allah Kau permudahkanlah urusan kami semasa interview nanti..Amin Ya Mujib"

Salam...
I just finished my final exam paper HCI. Now I unofficially finished my undergraduate study in IIUM. Even I still not leaving IIUM but I already miss my study and all my colleagues here. To all my colleagues who will graduating next semester, good luck for your FYP. 3 and half years here make me matured and learnt many new things. I hope I can apply my knowledge here when I work later. Where I am heading after this? As for now I want to go back to my kampung and meeting my parents and my bro and sis. Then maybe come here back for interviews. Now I feel scared when thinking about working life which is totally different from students life. How I'm gonna cope with that situation? Ya Allah Permudahkanlah hambaMu ini dalam mengahrungi kehidupan yang mencabar di luar sana...Amin Ya Mujib...

To all my friends thank you for everything and forgive me if I made something wrong to you guys. Good luck inwhatever you do and hope you can achieve your ambition. Especially for Huda, Imah n Afni good luck in your FYP. Do the best ok...and to all my graduating friend, gudluck for your office life later..Be patient in whatever you face... Especially to my dear best friend, thank you so much for everything. Pray for me ye..and I hope you will achive what you target in your life..

....FRIEND ABADAN ABADA.FORGET ME NOT....

Pelbagai hikmah dan tafsiran yang boleh diandaikan disebalik jari yang lima. Cuba perhatikan perlahan-lahan jari kita. Luruskan ia ke hadapan dalam keadaan terbuka. Renung dalam2. Bukankah ia membayangkan kewajipan solat lima waktu? Jangan diabaikan peringatan itu. Jika diabaikan seolah-olah kita kehilangan salah satu jari. Pastinya kehilangan itu menjadikan kita tidak sempurna dan banyak nikmat yang terlepas utk dinikmati.

Jari Kelingking
Bermula dari jari kelingking yang kecil dan kerdil. Ia memberitahu kita bahawa manusia atau apa sahaka makhluk mseti bermula dari kecil kemudian besar dan terus membesar. Itulah fitrah insan dan alam seluruhnya. Apa sahaja yang dilakukan mesti bermula dari kecil. Saat ini ia mengingatkan kita kepada usia kanak-kanak. Bak kata pepatah ’melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya’. Kegagalan mendidik dalam usia ini memberi kesan yang melarat di usia hadapan kelak.

Jari Manis
Pergi pula ke jari yang kedua. Jari manis namanya. Begitu juga dengan usia remaja. Manisnya seperti jari yang comel mulus ini. Apatah lagi apabila disarungkan dengan sebentuk cincin bertatahkan berlian, bangga tidak terkira.
Ketika ini kita di alam remaja. Awas! Di usia ini kita sentiasa dibelenggu dengan pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran. Hanya iman dan taqwa menunjuk jalan kebenaran. Hari tua, kita sudah baligh dan mukallaf. Pastinya sudah dipertanggungjawabkan segala amalan di hadapan Rabbul Jalil kelak.

Jari Hantu
Kemudian naik kepada jari yang ketiga. Jari yang paling tinggi, jari hantu namanya.
Zaman remaja mula ditinggalkan. Alam dewasa kian menjengah. Di peringkat umur 30-an ini, kebanyakkan dari kita telah mempunyai personaliiti dan status tersendiri, dengan ekonomi yang kukuh serta kerjaya yang teguh. Namun kita mesti berhati-hati kerana dikala itu banyak ’hantu pengacau’ yang datang menggoda. Hantu hasad dengki, hantu ego, hantu tamak, hantu iri hari dan segala macxam hantu lg. Kalau gagal mengawal emosi, lantas akan terjerumus dalam perangkap nafsu dan syaitan. Justeru amal ibadat msesti dilipatgandakan.

Jari Telunjuk
Kita beralih pula kepada jari telunjuk. Jari inilah yang mengungkap satu dan Keesaan Allah ketika bersolat.
Genggamkan kesemua jari dan keluarkan jari ini. Gagahnya ia sebagai penunjuk arah, menjadi contoh dan tauladan. Manusia yang berada ditahap usia ini hendaklah tampil sebagai model kepada generasi baru, pembimbing yang kaya dengan idea bernas dengan minda yang hebat.

Jari Ibu
Akhir sekali, renung ibu jari. Ianya besar dan pendek tetapi menunjuk kematangan dan kehebatan yang membanggakan. Tugasnya membenarkan sesuatu dan mentafsir pelbagai perkara.

Buat generasi muda, rujuk dulu kepada orang tua atau yang berpengalaman dalam melakukan sesuatu perkara. Dengari nasihat mereka. Kemudian timbang tara pendapat mereka. Sekiranya ia sejajar dengan syariat dan tidak menyimpang dari asas keimanan, maka patuhilah ia.
Nasihat mereka barangkali amat berguna dengan nasihat itu dibelakang hari nanti, kita akan berasa bangga dan berkata 'good' atau 'yes' sambil menggenggam semua jari dan angkat ibu jari ke atas. Maka itulah rahsia kejayaan kita.

Akhir kalam, cuba lihat sekali selima-lima jari kita. Renungkan dan fikirkan dalam-dalam.

Di manakah ita dan siapakah kita?

1. Apabila kebendaan menjadi matlamat dan tujuan, bukan mengabdikan diri kepada Allah, tidak mentadbir dunia dengan agama Allah dan tidak menunaikan amanah.
   
   Harta yang diberikan oleh Allah yang melimpah ruah kepada umat Islam menjadi milik eksklusif orang2 yang tertentu sahaja. Mereka terlupa bahawa setiap harta yang diperoleh ada tersimpan amanah dan hak orang lain ke atasnya (zakat, sedekah dll). Bahkan mengambil kesempatan ke atas harta amanah itu utk megumpul kekayaan peribadi. Mereka tidak lagi menjajarkan harta kekayaan itu sebagai amanah, utk mencapai keredhaan Allah.
   
2. Apabila zakat dikeluarkan kerana menebus kesalahan (terpaksa).
   
   Bahkan kewajipan zakat yang diperintahkan oleh Allah supaya ditunaikan oleh orang yang berada utk dibahagikan kepada orang2 yang memerlukan bantuan dianggap cukai, tidak dianggap ibadat yang membersihkan hati dan harta benda mereka.
   
3. Apabila sesuatu yang diamanahkan menjadi milik sendiri.
   
   Pemimpin adalah orang yang diberi amanah. Mareka diberikan tanggungjawab utk menunaikannya, yang terkandung tanggujawab utk menegakkan agama Allah. Bencana akan tiba apabila ia tidak lagi dianggap amanah tetapi dianggap peluang utk mendapat harta benda bagi kehidupan yang mewah.
   
4. Apabila suami terlalu mentaati isteri.
   
   Sebagai seorang pemimpin rumahtangga yang diberi kekuatan dan semanagt oleh Allah mereka tidak boleh terlalu terikat dengan wanita sehingga sanggup berkasar kepada ibubapa sendiri, lantaran mentaati isteri.
   
5. Apabila anak menderhakai ibu bapa masing2.
   
   Keruntuhan yang berlaku dalam institusi kekeluargaan menyebabkan orang tua tidak dihormati, tidak diberi ketaatan dan tidak diperlakukan dengan sopan dengan akhlak yang terpuji, atau dengan kata lain menderhakai ibubapa.
   
6. Apabila seseorang itu lebih memuliakan teman daripada ibubapa sendiri.
   
   Umpamanya melayani percakapan kawan diutamakan daripada berbual lembut terhadap kedua ibubapa. Bahkan sekiranya tetamu yang datang adalah teman, mereka ini akan disambut dengan keramahan dan kemeriahan berbanding kedua ibubapa sendiri.
   
7. Apabila kedengaran banyak bunyi bising daripada segala macam sumber ciptaan manusia yang dahagakan hiburan yang melalaikan.
   
   Hal ini menyebabkan tiada lagi ketenangan utk manusia yang sedar akan kekerdilannya disisi Allah. Dengan kata lain pusat2 hiburan tumbuh melata, konsert2 diutamakan daripada majlis ilmu dan menganggap ’nyanyian yang melalaikan’ itu sebagai sumber ketenangan.
   
8. Apabila lebih ramai berbicara hal mengenai duniawi dalam masjid.
   
   Sepatutnya masjid dijadikan tempat utk beribadah. Seharusnya ia dipenuhi dengan zikrullah, majlis ilmu, bertahmid, bertahlil, berdoa dan memuji Allah.
   
9. Apabila menjadi pemimpin itu ialah orang yang zalim, bukannya orang yang baik.
   
10. Apabila memuliakan seseorang kerana takutkan tindakan buruknya (zalim).
    
11. Apabila arak menjadi minuman biasa.
    
12. Apabila melanggar larangan memakai pakaian yang dikhususkan untuk wanita. Iaitu memakai pakaian yang diharamkan utk lelaki (memakai sutera).
    
13. Apabila kaum wanita sanggup menghiburkan lelaki yang bukan mahramnya.
    
14. Apabila wanita memainkan alat muzik sehingga melalaikan orang lain daripada mengingati Allah dan mencari keredhaan-Nya.
    
15. Apabila orang yang terkemudian menghina orang yang terdahulu.
    
    Maka pada saat itu tunggulah bala yang akan menimpa dalam bentuk angin merah (puting beliung) atau gerak gempa yang maha dasyat atau tanaman yang tidak menjadi.”
    Seandainya kita merenungi hadis di atas, tidak dapat tidak, kita akan mengakui hakikat bahawa bencana yang menimpa ssuatu kaum itu berpunca dari ’tangan’ mereka sendiri.

Its already 2 months I didnt update this blog. It seems like just a short period but actually its alrealy 2 months. Now Im taking semester 3 and will be finishing my study next month. When I think about this I feel sad to leave my study but what can I do..life must go on. Now Im hardly searching for a job and I hope to get a job before I graduate. I really want to enjoy this sem 3 with my best friend, Wan which I think everybody knows this.I want to have as many as possible good memories with her since after this kami akan berpisah and insyaAllah next year she'll leaving to futher her study with her beloved husband. As everybody knows she alrealy engage with Faheem also my calssmate and they'll marry next year insyaAllah. According to them they'll leave right after they married and they plan to get Master n PhD as well. So maybe im not able to see her in a long period of time. She always said that even we are far from each other but we still can contact through email or YM. I know that but virtual is not the same as real where we can touch and hug that person. For sure I'll miss her a lot. Whatever happen I'll always support and pray for her.
Sometime when I think about students life I feel like I dun want to leave this wonderful life. I really love students life. Here I learn lots of thing about friendship, communication, etc... Im sure everybody will miss his/her students life when they work later.....

Here I am early in the morning now struggling for final exam...Diri ini dh xlarat utk menghadapi semua ini..im just finished my FYP n now i need to face the final exam.i missed my family alot actually. like previous semester i went back home before final exam to see my parents to get their blessing juga utk melepaskan rindu dihati.but for this semester i cant do that. even when my dad sick dun go back.abah im sorry bkn kak xnk blk tgk abah tp kak xsempat..i really hope he will understand me.sakit abah menyerang kembali tp abah xpenah bgtau kt anak2..abah xnk anak2 abah risau.abah i always pray for u..abah is a very hardworking person.demi anak2 segala2 sanggup abah lakukan.abah xpernah mengeluh penat.semua prmintaan anak2 walau besar abah akan usahakan demi anak tersayang..walau abah xpernah tunjuk kasih sayang abah but i can feel that deep in my heart...setiap kali umi marahkan kami adik beradik kerana byk berbelanja abah pasti akan menyebelahi kami..bg abah apalah sangat duit klu ia dguna utk benda2 yg idak membazir..looking at some of my fren going back to see their parents n to release tension. i feel sad coz i cant go back..honestly sometime i feel like crying..i really2 missed them..apatah lg semua adik2 ada kt umah skrg ni..both my sis n bro siti n hakimi were home finishing their holiday..i missed the time when we were small...everybody were at home playing around with each other..now when everybody grow up masing2 mnuju hala masing2.thats y i really want to go home..chit chat with my sis n bro about their studying life..i also miss my youngest bro ikmal..he in standard 1 now.he's very cute.setiap kali blk rumah. ikmal xpenah duk jauh drku..asyik bertanya itu ini ngan kakak dia.ask me for his homework.ask me to play with him..i miss him a lot.but what can i do..as people say in order o get something we need to sacrifies something. whatever life must go on.cant wait to finish all the exam n go back home.mom, dad please wait for me for a while..your daughter will be back soon..i miss u a lot mom.i miss u a lot dad.i love both of u so much....

Alhamdulillah now everything is done.today i had my showcase where i need to present what me n my partner already done in other word we need to sell our product.feedback that we get was very good.so many interesting comment from others.even dean of KICT offered us to be assistant lecturer and some of the lecturer suggest us to be a lecturer and further the research since they saw that our project has potential to commercialize to others.overall our fyp was done successfully as my supervisor said all of u deserved to get an A for fyp.yea..we deserved to get an A..we had give all effort and everything for fyp...to all my colleagues congratulations for you...now we need to write our final paper due 31st March.this coming saturday we all fyp sisters will have our trip to bukit fraser maybe..we still searching for a good place to go.just want to relax our mind and release tension before struggling again for our final exam.also just want to hang out before some of us graduate.hope this holiday will be one of the best memory as student life.....last but not least congratulation again to all for your fyp and gudluck for final exam.....that is the picture of our smart home...someday i want to implement this in my home..hehe..project sndiri la katakan......:)

Ni tgh bertungkus lumus siapkan apa yg ptt utk show case FYP esok.alhadulillah everything goes ok eventhought im facing so many problem regarding the project.hopefully everything ok tomorrow.for all my colleagues gud lck for tomorrow.for my partner wan do our best.prove to all that we can do it....insyaAllah...ok gtg...

Alhamdulillah at last me and my team members finished our project for subject Software Quality Assurance (SQA).even it was done last minute but cooperation from team members membuahkan hasil.we need to present the project in class and Prof J comment about the project we done.the thing i want to highlight is what prof stress in class.prof ask us something but from our answer he said that he still dont hear what he want to hear.after seeing we quiet he give clue.he said i want to hear what u gain from the project.some of us give comments and prof really agreed with the opinion.some of the opinions:

1. we learn how to manage time and everything since we kept delaying time to finish the project.
2. we admit we lack of programming skill.so we need to improve that.
3. always communicate with the clients.dun leave them behind.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Ingatan dan doa buat teman2 yg sedang asyik memadu kasih...semoga kita tak
terlupa PENCINTA kita yg benar2 sejati...

"Saya suka sangat tengok jari-jemari teman wanita saya, cantik
betul. Sungguh! Sampai saya takut nak pegang. Bukan takut jari-
jemarinya patah, tapi takut nanti jari-jemari kami tak boleh saling
bantu-membantu di satu hari yang amat dahsyat di hadapan Yang Maha
Esa.

Saya suka sangat tengok rambutnya. Cantik betullah, sungguh! Sebab
itu saya belikan dia tudung. Bukan sebab cemburu orang lain tengok,
bukan! Tapi sebab saya mahu rambutnya sentiasa ditutup macam dalam
iklan dot dot dot itu sampai bila-bila! Takut nanti dibakar dek api
neraka, di suatu hari yang amat dahsyat di hadapan Yang Maha
Pencipta!

Saya suka sangat tengok body teman wanita saya, solid betul.
Sungguh! Sebab itu saya belikan dia telekung supaya masa dating
dengan Kekasih dia Yang Utama, dia jaaaaaauh lebih cantik dan
berseri menghadap-Nya. Saya pun tumpang dapat pahala! Syoknya!

Saya sedih sangat bila tengok teman wanita saya tidak tidur, tidak
makan sebab rindukan saya. Saya pun macam tu juga. Si dia tanya, Apa
ubatnya, bang? Saya pun bagi dia al-Quran sebagai penenang jiwa!
Semoga dia cintakan-Nya lebih daripada saya

Saya sedih tengok dia selalu pesan macam-macam. Makan, minum, jaga
diri, pandu kereta elok-elok! Nanti awak saya juga yang susah hati,
bla lah bla bla. Tapi bila tengok wayang sama-sama, terlepas Asar
dan Maghrib bagitu saja, dia tidak kata satu apa pun. Aduuuuh!
berdosanya saya!

Saya memang sayang sangat pada dia. Saya mahu jumpa dia, bersama
dia, cinta secinta-cintanya. Cinta yang abadi di dunia dan berkasih
sayang di akhirat, berdating di syurga kerana di situlah tempat yang
kekal selama-lamanya.

Doakan kami saling ingat-mengingati, insaf-menginsafi. Ya Allah,
ampunkanlah kami semoga kami dapat kekal selama-lamanya, di syurga
nanti. Amin!!

here i am at the fyp lab again..trying finish up my projects. harini rs tk bermaya sgt2 but then i still to push myself come to the lab since my pc is here. i cant do anything in my room. the room is just only a place for me to sleep and rest.bilik tu tk ubah cm hotel. blk utk tukar bj, solat n tido je.tu pn sometime i pray at musolla when dun have enough time to go back for pray...i missed my rum so much...now it's already 10.45pm...i wanna go back.i'm really tired..akhirnya dpt gak blk blek..nasib baik dh solat isyak..blh tido trs..bestnyer....awalnya my fren still nk stay lg..hurm..xpelah..mengalah jela..tp mgkn dia tgk aku dh penat sgt dia pn mengalah..hehehehe....

At 2.31am I still in FYP lab doing so much works with some of my friends.there are 6 of us in this lab struggling finish up our project as well as other projects.just now we took some snaps as all of us are not in the mood of doing work.as for me, I dun have enough mood to work on my project.how I can involved in this blogging.once I told to myself blog expect wasting time spend time writing something to update blog.but now....me myself create blog...huhu..why?maybe because looking at some of my friend have their own blog maybe.actually b4 dis once came into my mind to create blog but I think the time still not come..now here....it comes....
deep inside I feel sad n tension.sad becoz last week my lovely grandma passed away on Wednesday but I cant go back for her funeral as well see her for the last time. 2 days I did nothing just quite all da time and crying especially at night.I really feel like wanna go back and see my mom.i want be with her and calm her.now I'm still feel that feeling but I know whatever happen life must go on.tension for lots of work to do smpikan xmenang tangan dun know which one to do first.I really missed my mom and my youngest bro but I dun have time to go back and see them due to my commitment even during the holiday for Chinese Newyear I still here. xtau dh nk kata apa perasaan dlm hati..hanya Allah yang tau..inilah dugaan Allah terhadap hambaNya...whatever happen...be strong yus...always remember Allah as what your best friend said "Allah sayangkan yus sebab tu Dia uji yus. Dia nk tau sejauh mana yus tahan dgn dugaan Dia". dun worry fren with ur full support insyaAllah I'll be ok....Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku bantulah hambaMu ini Ya Allah.tabahkan hatiku Ya Allah...